I am getting glared at….

May 31, 2011 § 11 Comments

I feel those green eyes, even when I am not looking. They are accusing. Cheater. Unfaithful. How was I to know his smell would be all over me? It would have been kinder if the truth was to remain hidden. Okay, Bella, Chris’ new kitten is lovely, but he is not you. Forgive me?

Yeah, not so much.

and a horrible post

May 29, 2011 § 14 Comments

had a dog come in today. bad abuse, he bit the child whose parent allowed her ot play with the remote on his shock collar. He bit the 2 year old child. And was put down. Enough to make me rethink this whole vet idea. Fucking people suck:(

Fairy farts

May 29, 2011 § 6 Comments

So my brother fancies himself a pagan.

I take him to a pagan gathering and looking at incense he starts to chuckle. Incense sticks named “fairy farts”

“Betcha didn’t know you were sitting on a land mine.”

I don’t know whether I laughed harder at the fact that he mixed up “land mine” and “gold mine” or his sooooo un-PC statement.

Little shit!

Okay Jamie, you asked

May 29, 2011 § 11 Comments

But only because I am the president and all

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes. I was named for my grandfather. But now I get Jamie rather than James because my dad is also James. It is also both my brothers middle names. yeah, cause my mom doesn’t obsess much.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Today, I was laughing so hard at my brother I literally cried.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
No, it’s horrid

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Ham

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
No.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Hells yeah!

7. DO YOU HAVE SIBLINGS?
A half brother I am not close to and two brothers that mean the world to me.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Eventually, but after a few false starts I am sure.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Blueberry mini-wheats

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Uh, yeah. My shoes are awesome!

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Yes, mentally and physically.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Pistachio

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their eyes. Windows to the well, mind I guess. Their true selves are reflected there.

15. RED OR PINK?
Red

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
I’m overly sensitive and once I am hurt by someone I will not forgive without an apology

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My old friend. He dumped me like bad trash when I came out and then friended me on FB about 2 years ago. I thought me might want to be friends again, but he still does not speak directly to me, but asks other frineds how I am. One of the reasons I got off facebook

18. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
Capricorn.

19. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES?
Yes, purple old school canvas and rubber sneakers.

20. FAVORITE MEAL?
Whatever I am eating. I’m a foodie.

21. FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC?
Classic rock and alternative

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Every colour in the box!

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
Dragon’s blood

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My mom.

25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE?
Beach house.

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
UFC

27. HAIR COLOR?
Black.

28. EYE COLOR?
Brown.

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No, and I don’t wear glasses either.

30. FAVORITE HEIRLOOM?
My sarcastic sense of humour.

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Neither

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Born supremacy, credit running now.

33. FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
Tshit “there is a party in your mouth and I’m coming”

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer.

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs.

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Nonna’s Cannolis

37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO?
Strength

38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?
Computer.

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Snow Angel Mark Roeder

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
plain blue

42. FAVORITE SOUND?
My brother.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
The Beatles.

44. WHAT IS YOUR DREAM CAR?
Classic Camaro

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
No. *le sigh*

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Hamilton ontario

47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?
Same

48. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?
Being alone forever

49. WHAT BRINGS YOU THE MOST JOY?
My family

50. WHAT PIECE OF ADVICE WOULD YOU GIVE TO YOUR YOUNG SELF?
Maybe not to give in to self hate and to hang in there.

HIV testing

May 27, 2011 § 13 Comments

So I go for an HIV test. I test regularly. After all, everyone is supposed to know their HIV status, they preach. So why, WHY , why, every time do they do pre and post counselling. “And how are you going to feel if this turns out positive”
At least get fucking real questions. And maybe get people a little less judgemental asking questions. Do you want me to lie? If you don’t want to know, then don’t ask how many sexual partners someone has had. If you do, then don’t show so much shock when people say a number that may be a little higher than you think. And don’t you dare give me that fucking doubting look when I say I have never had unprotected sex. If I was going to lie it would be on that last question here you rudely asked for a number even my boyfriend doesn’t know.
Then the post questions. How are you planning protecting yourself in the future? The same thing I have been doing, bitch! Whether you believe me or not.
I encourage everyone to get a test, just know you are going to feel like a filthy slut who fucks with no responsibility and obviously does IV drugs with needles they found in the gutter, after letting all your whore friends use it first ofcourse. Obviously, otherwise why would you be getting an HIV test?

Sigh, anyway, Rather annoying. Sorry if it is a bit personal to share. But it kind of annoyed me.

Oh, yeah, negative, BTW.

Road trip 4: the enemy of my enemy is my friend

May 25, 2011 § 2 Comments

So Saturday Jake meets this girl. She is ugh, dumb as a bag of hammers. Jake’s standards are simple. Female and willing. So they disappear partway through the day, while a crap band was playing to return a few hours later. At this point, I can tell she is driving him nuts.

So here is the usual drill. He comes back to me, and I make a big deal about plans we have, so he can regretfully give her the brush off while still being the “nice guy”. She leaves, no hurt feelings, and all is well. This is one of the things that Ali hates about him.

So he comes up, plan in place. “So are we still going to meet up with the others guys and go to the thing at the university?” He looks at me, I know my line.
“Nah, J and I are going to blow it off,” Chris says. If looks could kill. Brainless is all “Cool you can hang out with my friends” dragging Jake away.

Ali looks at Chris with a grin on his face, yes, he knew exactly what he has done. “I may be able to put up with you for a while” From Ali that is practically a love sonnet.

Okay, seriously so pissed off now

May 25, 2011 § 4 Comments

TCS, I made a promise NOT to hijack thread, But FUCK!

@JH04 Why do these “Christian” hate that i cannot say…i’d say hate the act and not the person…now it is definitely not in our hands to judge or hate homosexuality rather it is important to pray with or for them and continuously speak with them to know their life and why they choose that part rather than rebuke them .i have seen a number of people turn away from their gay act because someone Christian was there for them and cares..Correct with love is the only true way out…

Now you mention that God is a forgiving God, Yes He sure is but unto those who repent and acknowledge their wrong and ask for forgiveness…now if you don’t ask for it or acknowledge that you are wrong then the forgiveness does not take place…If you permit me i’ll also say that the Bible mention “They are given over to their passions. That means that their hearts are allowed to be hardened by their sins (Romans 1:18ff)” (This is for all sins not homosexuality). As a result of this great passion, they can no longer see the error of what they are doing. Without an awareness of their sinfulness, there will be no repentance and trusting in Jesus. Without Jesus, they will have no forgiveness. Without forgiveness, there is no salvation..

Lastly you mentioned God created Evil….I’ll argue that and say that He did not ! God is a good God and evil is simply the absence of God…When the mind and heart is so far away from God, that is when the evil thing creeps into our heart…I could go on but i shall rest my case here for now.

Okay, first off, JH,while never mentioning evil, mentioned homosexuals.

Fuck I thought my fucking head would explode. How dare you fucking DARE claim this is not fucking hate your goddamned fucking bigot!

Oh-kay, maybe I can go to bed right now and NOT have my head explode. I got so fucking pissed I was literally shaking. And I never get fucking pissed like that. Why did this one set me off so bad? I think it was because I could not just flame the fucking bitch.

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